The moment of Yule 2010

I'm sitting with my friends eating and drinking my way through the Yule time days and nights. Things did not quite go as planed, but not in a negative way (sort of), things just became more clear and love that much more alive in the life I live. The daily events from the  past and the close future is moving through my mind, but resting the the safe place of my nearest and dearest, I can see things a bit more clear and make plans...

The sun have finally been reborn on the nurturing darkness of winter and I must say that Im hopeful, a bit nerves but also very excited about the things to come, 2011 is going to be yet another unique year under the moon and there ares things to be done, but for the moment happiness have descended upon the now.

Birth of light from shadows

As the shadows move through the streets towards theirs last and most powerful day of the circle, so it feels do my life (though not as dramatic as all that). Feelings behind events are the daily life are forming in clarity and I'm finally getting around to another time of shaping, because there are still things left undone and life patterns in my new beginning that's not been fulfilled as of yet.  So Im gathering more then just hope, I'm gathering determination and will.

On a completely different note I'v just finished reading Joanne Harris' book "Runemarks". I believe it's her first fantasy novel, but it's REALLY good. She based it on norse mythology, no what happened after Ragnarok, and the ancient runes. Now I'v studied runology at Copenhagen university so naturally I'm  thrilled by seeing them used as a faculpoint in this massive novel. A really wonderful read.

http://www.amazon.co.uk/Runemarks-Joanne-Harris/dp/0385611307/ref=sr_1_2?ie=UTF8&qid=1292713464&sr=8-2

Tomorrow I'm turning 31 years of age, or actually as my friend just reminded my on facebook, back where I come from they are one hour in from of the uk, so I just turned 31. :)
Fore once I really don't mind, norhave I arranged anything...or so I thought, but my friends informed my that Im spending the day with them lol. Actually I cant wait, we don't get to each other that much these days since life are getting more and more busy, so it will be nice to just sped the day together and talk and laugh.

Ohh well.....I'll make a relaxing return to world of warcraft followed by an new fab book and then to bed.

Good night lovers.  

On the other side of the block......

Moving to another country means that the searching is not going to stop anytime soon I guess... I have now lived on the southern coast of England for almost 6 month and everything is going well, but naturally theres challenges waiting around every corner I turn, but I like that and it leaves a lot of space for creation.

By walking everywhere I try and make the streets my own; with every step I take I notice more details and with every detail I feel that live here more......do that make seance any other place that in my head?

I must say that being in another country, away from familiar places and people at christmas, I do feel more then just a bit sentimental and I keep looking back at the capital city I left this summer. And I do miss Copenhagen, it's a beautiful city with a rich history and museums I have seen 150 time and could see 160 times more. But theres so much that I don't miss, like the rude strangers on the street and the general mentality, I know that 6 months in a new country is not a lot, but mentality wise I feel more at home here.  

But theres still a lot of work to do, lots of new people to meet, new friends to make, and making special efforts to make room for those old and dear ( and few) friends from the native streets. I know don't How long I'll stay here, maybe 6 month more, maybe 6 years more but I'm definitely not finished here.  :) 

Busy Shaping

This is a time of shaping, beginnings are over, this is shaping. Grabbing things from thin air and giving form. Reviving old dreams and giving them reality, a scent, a color and a feeling. This is beyond forgiving and past, sorrow, happiness or even future. This is what they use to call living. 

I'm busy shaping. Busy singing and letting past be past and busy letting the precent be fully precent. I let my cells let go of primal sorrow and forgive myself everything. I reshape reality in my dreams and claim. 

I'm busy shaping, busy loving, busy walking in the morning, busy talking in the light, busy living dreams in reality on weekends, busy living with people, busy being. I'm being......