Plans within plans

The spirit of 2012 is starting to unfold before my eye, it took some doing to turn my previous melancholic perception in a different direction, but with the help of the right influence, the job have been completed.  

And we have plans, I think that's one of the more important steps to shape the perception of the coming months, to make lots of plans. I don't know how many of them will be brought to completion, or just have the same structure, often we change our well though of plans the last minuet, and often that's for the best. We are after all, a group of very like minded people, so we often end up moving towards the same plans, without having verbalised them. I like to think of it as friendship telepathy, it's the thing that happens when you just have that one or two friends that you connect with, and indeed are on the same "wave length" with. 

I'm first and foremost planning to bring together my past with my present, my Copenhagen life with my English life. Since I left Denmark about 85% of my stuff have been in storage and kept safe, thanks to very good friends, without whom I truly do not know what I would have done. Naturally I have an idea of that all those boxes contain, but truth be told I have forgotten a lot of it. Now I wish I have taken picketers of each box, lol. But I guess that's the good part, when my dear friends come over with all my stuff, it's going to be like 13 Yules all in one! The only problem is going to be space! Naturally I have been collecting, living, experiencing and shopping for the one year and 6 months I have been living here, so I definitely have to go I IKEA and buy some magic furniture to keep all my stuff in. And I did spend the last 6 months in Denmark clearing out, giving stuff away and throwing away, so now I only have the hard core left of stuff I love, use a lot and mean a lot to me. I was actually a hard time, those 6 months, I hate to admit it, but I'm a lot more materialistic then I thought, that or I'm just too sentimental about stuff and the memories attached to them...properly a bit of both but mainly the latter.

I'm also planning a long week visiting my mom, and for that I truly can't wait! A week just relaxing in mom's cottage, mom's food, a trip to Viborg seeing my old hunts and hopefully seeing old friends also.

I will also attend a wonderful gathering of very special and like minded people in the wild! I have great expectations to this trip, or rather, I have great expectations to myself on this trip! Looking back, I'm a bit ashamed to see how fast I became influenced my certain negative perceptions held by people suppose to know better. I guess I still have problems trusting my own though, heart and opinion, it's much easier to trust anthers. but thankfully I'm finding that this is less true of myself, then it was one year ago. Change for the win! lol

Hopefully I can also visit Copenhagen at long last, if I can scrape enough money together for this third trip, it will be the first time I set foot in Copenhagen for two years, and threes so many people I haven't seen since then. And so many places that need to be revisited. That city harboured many of my changes, and many of my most important changes. Six years are after all, a long time and the personality of that place, did affect my shaping ever so much. For better or for worse, a lot happened in those old streets and that have to honoured, not forgotten. But I will not dwell on it either, just remember with a smile.