One major flaw I possess is that I believe in true love and I believe in people and I really wish that I could stop that tendency because it truly destroys me on every level.
I just feel that the people I have give blind trust and love too, are totally shitting on me, forgetting every promise they have ever give me and, I guess, not caring.
I truly wish I could do that, not care. It seems to bring so many people happiness and satisfaction. Maybe its evil of me to dream of, but I guess it's just another stereotype coming trues, the romantic bleeding-heart dreaming of being a super bitch. It's so removed from what I am, but sometimes I find it hard to live with a heart that's always broken and never fixed...
So I guess the only questions is....will I every learn from my mistakes?
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